I don't know what you are wanting or who might read this , but I'm a transsexual woman and I've hidden it all my life. I recently went through a divorce and decided to ex0lore this side of my sexually. I have been amazed at some of the new toys that are out there and am so excited that I may be able to try some of the newest toys ! I've lived a very vanilla sex life and now I'm ready to explore and learn!